Monday, August 12, 2013

To Be or Not To Be

Lately I have been experiencing the quality of life that I can have by being in the moment.  For the past two weeks that I have been home I have been resting, at the same time taking time to study for the MTLE.  There have been fragments of my days when I've been able to BE in the moment, but as much as I have rested I have not chosen to be.  I am very grateful to my Father for His gentle reminders to BE in the moment.

There is a difference between just "going through the motions" and truly being in the moment.  I've found that television is one of the greatest thieves of taking me out of the moment.  I'm not saying that television is bad -- in fact I really enjoy it.  Here's what I am saying: BEING in the moment is so much better.  

Sitting on a bench, eating more ice cream than our stomachs can hold






Making a beautiful salad






watching a sunset




walking through a park as locals show off their artistic ability through chalk




seeing my best friend get married



I find that my heart is much more grateful to God for who He is, because I'm actually LIVING.

What does it look like for you to truly LIVE?  To be in the moment?  Do you need to jump into some ice cold water just to know that you can feel something?  Maybe you need to go for a run and take every tree, every cloud, every shadow in.  You might just need to get some ice cream with your mom...Well whatever it looks like to experience all that God has given us, do it!  

-Jamie


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

You Could Be the One.


In a conversation with a friend about what it is that he is passionate about, I asked him how he became passionate about that one thing.  He loves to learn.  Why?  Early on in elementary school one of his teachers told him he was smart.

I am in awe that one person can make such an impact on another.  I’m not shocked, because I’ve heard the saying mentioned in different words many times.  “It only takes one person…”  It usually starts like that.  Over time I have found the saying trustworthy and quite important. 

One person can affect individuals both in positive and negative ways.  I’ve experienced both, sometimes by the same individual.  What I find to be even more awe-inspiring is that one person can ignite passion and vision in another.  When my friend was told that he was smart his passion for learning was ignited. 

His telling me that one significant piece of information made me curious about my own passions.  Rather, it reminded me of why I decided to go into elementary education.  It was that one person that ignited my passion. 

My passion for teaching was ignited in the most unpredictable of ways.  I was a senior in high school, and ready to soak all of my senior year up.  Two study halls, independent art, pre-calc., (I love math), work study, design class, and leadership mentoring.  The ultimate “senior slacker” year.  Mmhmm. 

Everything was going pretty well, and then in my leadership mentoring class they needed someone to help in the special education classroom.  Lets rewind a bit.  Leadership mentoring is a class that connects seniors and 7th graders in the same school.  For an hour the seniors spend time with the 7th graders during their study hall.  They help them with homework and talk with them about life.  It was supposed to be another slacker class.  Hang out with some middle school students then go to lunch.  I didn’t expect to help out in the special education classroom.  I didn’t expect Seth.

During my time in that classroom I met one 7th grade boy with Down Syndrome.  I was told to work with him, help him with classroom projects, spend time with him basically.  He changed me.  When he said my name my heart smiled.  Whenever he accomplished something, small or big, we celebrated the victory together.  Through my experience with Seth my passion for teaching was ignited.

This past year Seth passed away.  I am so blessed to have known him and to have walked life with him for a year.  I wonder if he knows that God used him to show me my passion for teaching.  I wonder how many others have been impacted by Seth the way I was.  I wonder if Seth knows the joy he brought to people’s lives. 

When I heard that he had passed away I was heart-broken.  But looking back I am glad that I was heart-broken.  It showed that he had made a lasting impact on my life.  He was that one person for me.  I had the privilege of knowing him.  I was truly blessed by God through Seth.   

I am in awe of the way God can use others to breath life into us.   So who was it or is it for you?  Maybe it’s not a person.  Maybe it was something that happened and after that you were changed for the better, for God’s Kingdom.  Whatever it was or who it was take a moment to remember.  For, you may not know it, but God is using you to ignite passion in those around you.  It only takes one person.

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Kingdom Living

24 Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 25 For whoever wants to save their life[a] will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it.

- Matthew 16:24-25

For the past week I have began listening to The Solid Rock Church  podcasts on the gospel of Mark.  The pastor, John Mark Comer, has an excellent way of preaching and I have really enjoyed listening to the messages.  So far each message has challenged me to think about my faith more seriously than before.

Questions like "who am I making king in my life?" and "what is my exodus?" have truly challenged me to reevaluate my focus.  I've been home for about a week and listening to these podcasts has been life giving, not discouraging.

All of this triggers the question, "who's kingdom am I living for?". In other words, "who am I serving?" I believe the kingdom of God is seen when God's people focus on Him and through that healing happens.  How am I serving God in my finances?  How am I serving God in my relationships?  This way of looking at the things of life shines the light on loving Him, because of His acceptance of me rather than trying to earn acceptance by being and doing things perfectly and avoiding making any mistakes.

I am no expert, and I never will be.  God's grace is sufficient for me.  Sufficient for you.  For all.  It is by His grace that I'm able to look up (at him) and out (at his people).