Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Maybe I should update this thing huh?

hmm well i'm not sure if anyone reads this BUT; Here I am - I'm a sophomore in college!!!! woah! that is crazy. Right now Life is very different then it was a year ago. I am an RA at Northwestern College in St. Paul, I'm taking a buttload of hard classes, observing a special education classroom at a hmong school, have a boy friend [by Gods lead i believe], and am trying to sink in and enjoy life. I really don't know what God is doing but i know he is blessing me. I know that he is pulling out icky things in my heart, bringing up wounds to be healed, constantly putting people into my life, books, and sermons to remind me of his love and grace. Things are not easy,and i'm realizing that i dont make them any easier. This year though I believe God is going to do a lot of healing. I also believe that he is going to do great things in my hall [green hall;knuha]. I think it's such a year of surrendering my plans, so that he can do his thing. And just embracing the rich reality he has placed in my lap.

...I think it's just good to write it down to realize the truth of what is really going on. I know I have a long way to go, but it's gonna be okay.